I'm surrounded by some pretty freaking amazing people in my life. It's such a nice feeling to know that you will be missed. I was so worried last time that noone would miss me, and slowly i cared less about that.

This time im going to leave for 5 months with the feeling that people i see pretty much almost everyday of my life, are going to miss me, and they would rather I stayed then left, and thats such a lovely feeling to have. I am so open about how i feel about people i love, it's amazing to have it given back.